Adam wrote: ↑Fri Aug 10, 2018 11:19:28 pm
Dale wrote: ↑Fri Aug 10, 2018 11:01:21 pm
Sorry Adam I should have specified better, I want you to explain what part you had in voting out Caryn and how YOU controlled that outcome and not Drew.
Okay I can explain this better.
I feel like maybe in Chrissy's forum I messed up in explaining my move and I played a bigger role in taking out Chrissy. After Joaquin went and Drew was so upset, I went to him specifically and told him I wanted to clear the air. That opened the door for us to be able to start taking out the girls. My initial target was Danni. I saw her as someone who was playing a clean game and would sweep all the votes. Drew wanted Caryn and while I was hesitant I saw that Caryn was actually in a position where she would slide onto finals and how if we dismissed her then we would regret it later. Not to mention, she had everyone wrapped around her fingers. Drew did put the splitting votes version of this plan into play where I did with Chrissy going but I was the one who got Zeke and Lucy on board. That night Lucy was torn up about voting Caryn and knew she was in trouble if she betrayed the girls. She said she thought she was gonna go the next night but said she was doing it for me because she did not want me to go. I convinced her it was the best thing for her game if we make this move and get Caryn out. Zeke as well, it was because of me why they came into our four. Had I not of been involved we all would of just been fucked. That is how I can explain what I did without sounding like a broken record.
I came to Drew, restored our bond. I DID suggest way ahead of time we take out the girls and pulled in Zeke and Lucy with Drew and he got the votes split between us and we went into motion. I feel I was a core part of bringing it together because I was in the middle with all three and I would of never happened had I not of gone to Drew that night.
P.S. I was never approached by anyone else about making a final three deal besides Lucy and Zeke. Yes I talked with Lydia and Ryan but that was brought up by myself or Zeke. Whether people just did not see me as a threat or expendable is unfortunate but I will do everything I can to explain my game the best as possible and make the points of what I feel I had to do. I knew my best chances were with Lucy and Zeke.
Adam, I think the problem I have with seeing moves you made is that it feels a little like you're re-writing history. A lot of people were able to fool you into doing what they wanted. I've already said this but when I was thinking I was going home, neither you nor Zeke came to me personally and talked any game with me. It wasn't until after Lucy came to me and said "I will get Adam and Zeke to vote with us and take out Ryan" and after *I* brought it up to you that you finally wanted to talk strategy with me.
After Ryan went home, like ten minutes after tribal had ended, you came to me and told me that you wanted to take out Chrissy next, but it didn't take much effort for me to flip that into Danni. Once Joaq went home, I found out that everything I was telling you was being told to Lucy and it just felt like I was talking to Lucy's pawns (you and Zeke) rather than players that wanted to play their own game.
I don't think you were the glue behind the Caryn vote, I think Drew was able to convince Lucy into voting that way and you felt like you had no choice in the matter. Lucy literally flipped on you two votes before and instead of being mad at her, you decided to make up and continue down that road. At that point, you should have seen that you would lose to Lucy at the end because she clearly had more game sense and relationships than yourself. Instead you agreed to have votes split on you AGAIN meanwhile Lucy sat in her throne and watched in safety.
You would have my vote against Zeke and Lydia for example. Because then you could at least say "Zeke was my bitch and he was always more loyal to me than anyone else and I dragged him to the end." Instead, it just feels like you and Zeke were too scared to play the game without Mommy Lucy leading the charge. There's not a single decision that you made that you didn't get approval from Lucy for.
I don't think you played the worst game ever, and I think you had potential in the pre merge to make yourself a power player, but idk what happened once the merge hit. When I told you I would give you my vote if you made it to the end, I didn't think you'd be at the end with Lucy and Zeke, to be honest. I imagined a much different "underdog" run to the end. I think you played too safe and figured that your social game would be enough.
And throwing me under the bus almost instantly after Joaq went home was, in my opinion, a terrible move. I had a couple people telling me they would keep me if I found a way to swing the vote. I was always gonna be a target from that point on and you would have always been safe with me as the shield. And at the end, you could have told the jury how you saved me and I had to do what you wanted.
I was really looking for any solid reason to give you my vote, but I just don't see how I can give someone that had virtually zero power at any point in the merge a vote to win the game.