NOPE
I don't think any of us are thinking that way at this point.
Tonight was not a surprise, not anything I didn't expect to happen. Gary going is a shot at me. This whole day has been sketchy and people are telling me exactly what I want to hear. I know people did and do feel nervous about me/Adam/Zeke being a thing, and there's really nothing I can do about it. People have been debating "do I take a shot at a this group or that group" and us folks on Taino are the easy decision because some folks don't know us as much. Tribal lines are definitely coming into play and it's frustrating!!! But at the same time, how do I even convince Danni or Lydia or Jim that I'm willing to work with them? Nothing I say with change their minds. It's so frustrating.
I do believe people were going to split the votes on me if I didn't win immunity. No one messaged me after I won. I had to message them. Everyone was knew about the split. It's incredibly obvious when people say "oh I don't think the votes are there", that I've been lied to this whole day. Even Drew, who's playing the middle, was never going to write Dale's name down. I know I can't trust anyone in this game fully. ANYONE. Unfortunately, I'm still tied to Drew cause he knows I have an idol. Fuck me.
What I'm hoping happens going forward, either people start running numbers and realize that one of those vets over there goes, or Zeke/Adam goes. If Zeke or Adam goes, I think that would accelerate the process of folks turning on those other vets. I know it's going to happen eventually, I just really hope it'll happen before I'm gone.
I think Dale/I have the most OBVIOUS tension in the game, but I honestly don't have a huge vendetta against him, I just figured it'd be easiest to get him out over the rest. I'll continue letting people think it if it proves I'm not going after anyone else. At this point, just about anything I say will do nothing with these people. No one trusts me for whatever reason, no one wants to work with me. I have no one in this game except Zeke/Adam, which is a sinking ship. I know Chrissy and Drew are both playing the middle and really show no loyalty to me. But I'm still gonna try. Now that Gary's gone, my only play right now is to keep telling Chrissy how much I trust her
She has control of Danni and probably Lydia too. She is seriously the only one that has influence that would potentially save me. It's an incredibly long shot, but I'm going to lose all respect I have for myself and bow down to Chrissy
UGH.
The only newbies I'm aligned with are Zeke and Adam, who will not be able to save themselves or myself even if they had 5 idols. They are in the same position I am. No one wants to work with us. I think the next vote will probably be a repeat of tonight. I try to rally folks against the larger threat, but Zeke or Adam end up going. This whole fucking game is so predictable, might as well hand Danni/Chrissy the money right now.