Stranded in Turks & Caicos

Despite the many shade that I have thrown at you privately and despite the little comments I made here and there. I do think that you were fun, but just. There were so many faux pas in your game that it was just hard to look past it. If you do get the chance to come back to this series. I just think you really need to turn down how you behave and just really know how to be more of a better player when it comes to strategy and anything else.[
From what people have been saying, they gave a lot of praise towards you. And I wish I could have met you but because of the fact that you went inactive, I felt that you really just had to leave for the better of us.
Not gonna lie, I actually wanted to meet you because you seemed like someone who was pretty chill on the boards and I would have liked to see you in action. But from what the other members of Lucayan have said. If you play hard too early, someone will take out almost immiedately.
My booger buddy!
I really was heartbroken when I saw that someone who really got me and who I really had fun chats with decided to leave this early. Had you survived everything and managed to take things on a different turn. I really would have wanted for the two of us to become a duo because I really saw myself wanting to rock shit with you on the biggest levels possible. And I wanted you to be my main chick throughout this game (Sorry Lucy!)
I don’t know what in the hell happened with you and the fact that you just dropped was really just absolutely unexpected and I really felt like you kind of botched things up for us here. Other than that, I actually liked talking to you and found you were cool but other than that, I do not know what exactly you were thinking here.
I really did like talking with you and I thought that you were a swell gal but I kinda had a feeling that you woulda been gone by this point and time in this game. So, I do have to say that it was kind of necessary to get rid of you here.
I have to applaud you for the complete and huge move that you went with the Chrissy vote. It takes a lot of nerve to vote for someone and just go in confidently, ready to risk it all. With how you did things, that was a lot of balls. And you have a lot of my respect for that. Had you survived that round. I would have loved to tried to go with you and just rock this game out.
Ooof, that Purple Rock was a huge bitch and I must admit seeing you leave because of it, really was a huge low blow. However, I do must admit that I really thought you were gonna rip things apart and just domineer throught this entire game. Hence why, I was kind of glad to see you get taken out. Though I wish there was a better way for you to end rather than to have a Purple Rock end your existence in this game. But with that said, I really thought you were a great player.
God, looking back at what I did with that round. I feel that I really should have been slapped in the face for what I did and I honestly feel bad at how I just completely disregarded you. You were someone who I always appreciated, though many people found you shady, I actually found you endearing and very awesome. My very favorite memory of the two of us was the conversations we had over things such as Internet policies, college differences between the US and Polish ones and many other things. I actually really loved getting to know your opinions on that. Overall, I just wish things have gone different between us and for what I did, I genuinely apologize for all of this.
We did not vibe well together. Let’s just get that out of the way, I just felt that you were absolutely not someone who I felt that would not be the one person that would not stand in my corner. And honestly, many people thought that this was gonna be your end and honestly, I feel that we both didn’t vibe well with one another. Other than that, I did find myself liking you and I wish we had more chances to talk with one another.
With what happened between the two of us, I can only say that I am ashamed. And especially, some of the things that I did to you. I feel like I built you up, only to just completely tear you down in the end. I really genuinely liked you and I felt like we always had our backs and I wanted to go for the long run together. But with the many accusations that were tossed at you and the multiple upon MULTIPLE of things that were going on in this game. I just was worried if I was gonna be cut out and left by the sidelines. In the end, I really am sorry and just feel absolutely horrible about what happened between us. If I had to go back in time and change few things, my relationship between the both of us would have been the top priority.
I thought you were really smokey for the long run, you’ve had everything going for you and I thought that had the Idol not happened or would have been absolutely kept a secret. Your story would have been so much different and I probably would have been sitting in the Jury more than anything. You were a huge player that could have went the distance. Personally, I did genuinely like talking to you and I have absolutely really a lot of love for you for how you have played the game. And what I have said during the Final Tribal Council was absolutely true as you will see here.
Dale, I have to say that I really wish we could have had more chances at actually having more deeper connections, you really seemed like an awesome guy. I felt that you have been the most genuine with me and your approach was actually pretty great. I saw you as someone who really played a very great game and your critiques really gave me a lot to think about during the FTC and actually made me realize in many ways my errors. The way you broke things down and just helped me actually get to the bottom of how I played this game, it actually really made me realized where in many ways have I gone wrong in this game. I have nothing but the utmost respect for you and I just want to say, you are an awesome guy.
PS: I still don’t know what you thought of my suggestions that I gave you for the Synthwave music recommendation. If we do have a chance for a 1 on 1 personally, I want to know what you thought of them!
You were an absolute bad bitch and I have a lot of love for bad bitches like you. I wish we would have been much more closer cause I would have loved to have a moment where we could shade other people because when you diss someone, you are like the Fat Man bomb that was dropped on Nagasaki. You completely kill everyone that you insult when you diss them and I absolutely applaud people who can roast and completely rip people to shreds like you do. I still have to say that the line “If this game was a porn film, you’d be the petite little blonde girl getting gangbanged by a bunch of massive black cock” was just absolutely ruthless and the sheer genius of that insult was something I had to applaud looking back at it. Gameplay wise, you really were that bitch. I always had a feeling that you were gonna conveniently slide by and just absolutely not be even targeted once. You were that hardcore as a player, I actually wish I had this much talent to pull something like that off and still manage to play the way you did. Overall, remind me to never get on your bad side because, holy shit, your sharp razor tongue of a mouth is something that I never would want to actually beef with.
Now Chrissy, you are one big bitch. But a bitch that actually I have to say really was intimidating as a player. I felt that you’ve had a lot of pulls and I generally really thought that you were the perfect bitch role that fit the whole game. I have to say that I wish I was your nemesis because I woulda loved to have an argument with you and just go head to head with you on insults because I must admit, just like Caryn, you were absolutely sick on the insult train and I woulda love to have a little tiff with you. Overall, despite everything that we went through. I’d love to have been in an insult battle with you!
The fact that we didn’t talk about Rupaul’s Drag Race really upsets me because I really wanted to know who your favorite queens are and if you have seen the Thailand version of Drag Race. I actually thought you were an absolute great babe and the way you actually tried to convieniently try and sneak past the crowd to get your 100$ check by trying to play the goat role was really a clever idea because with how you actually were playing. You could have smoothly sneaked your way throught the game and nobody would have realized that you indeed were a great player but sadly people figured things out and you had to leave. I really do think that you had a great game on your hands and if I was a juror, you’d get my vote down. That’s for sure!
I still cannot believe how you’ve decimated that Numbers challenge. Just watching you absolutely blaze throught it and just completely demolish the whole entire challenge the way you did. You really were a genius, I have seen a lot of great challenge performances but you, YOU DID THAT. And you did that wonderfully. Besides that, you just were a perfect winner. You’ve had everything, from the perfect social game, to your stellar challenge performances, to even your strategic game. You’ve had it all and someone like you. Definitely deserves a spot at All Stars. Your gameplay was nothing short of amazing. And I will be surprised if you don’t win Fan Favorite because that title obviously belongs to you!
Drew, back when the Final 4 happened. I really meant what I have said about us and I still will hold up to this day. You were an amazing guy who I actually felt like I could just know that you’d be cool with me whatever has happened in this game. When we first just were in the merge. I really felt that we kind of disconnected but I was really wanting to reconnect with you because I had a lot of hope in you. I feel that we didn’t fall in sync until the Caryn round happened. Once that happened. I feel that we finally have reconnected with one another and we had a lot of great memories. I have to say that vote you casted for me with the description of “Sorry, Daddy!” was absolutely hilarious that I I actually laughed out and was absolutely mindfucked by who coulda said that and I really wanted to fucking applaud you for that one. And also, I really loved our conversations even if it was trivial, I did feel that we had a lot of great memories together. Even our talk where I have asked if you are an extrovert. If felt like I was just happy about the two of us finally having a ground we can both stand on and I really appreciated you. And honestly, all I can is. Thank you for being such an awesome dude. And good luck with your girlfriend, I hope you guys will be happy together forever and I wish the both of you the best for your future!
You carpet eating, insertion obsessed, vag loving skank!
I absolutely loved your company throughout this game. You were a hilarious bitch and the amount of things that you said, really made me cry from laughter. And just getting to generally know you. You are an amazing person. I know that you have been through a lot in this game and I really wanted to help you because more than anything. I have been in some of the places that you have been and I understood your struggle. And you were there for me aswell when I needed it, like when the jurors were tearing me down and while I was dealt a heavy blow by someone who I loved. You didn’t just waved me away, you really genuinely cared for me. And that I will never forget. I absolutely appreciated you as a person and I really wanted to be your friend. But in this game, you really were someone who I thought was the best player out of all people here and I think that you really do deserve the win here.
Adam, since day 1 of this game. When I first talked to you. I knew that we needed to be allies, we both have spent a lot of time together, talking and just generally having fun together as a duo. I really thought that you were an awesome guy and I have absolutely a lot of appreciation to the both of you. I knew that with what was happening in this game, I’ve seen you as someone who I wanted to be with at the end. And I really loved spending my time with you, whether it was just us busting each other’s balls or just us talking gameplay. It was all great fun. But also, I have to say, I really do think that you’ve had a great game for yourself and the way you handled the questions were absolutely amazing and I wish you could have believed in the fact that you had chances to get votes and just go right for it. Overall, I appreciated you being by my side whenever I needed you!
Whatever this game has caused between the two of us. I just want to say that I appreciate working with both of you guys, you guys have been the best allies I could have asked. Besides the big throwing me under the bus aspect and me just completely being too in on my own self. I still thought that, if I had to lose. I would rather lose to you guys than to anybody else.
No matter what has happened in this game. I don’t hold any grudges against anyone here. It’s all a game at the end of the day. Every single person that I have met was awesome and even the smallest tidbits of memories will be the ones I will remember fondly and I really had a lot of fun moments in this game that I will look back and just remember that it did happen. You all were awesome people. And I hope that you guys want to be friends with me after this. Because I really would like to be friends with all of you.