[Lucy]

Caryn's question and statement was pretty much in line with what I thought she would say. Complimentary, but disappointed that I was not more VICIOUS.

Lydia's question... Adam didn't answer it, so I just copied what he and Zeke did... I should have known better not to follow there lead cause LORD KNOWS we wouldn't all be sitting up here if they weren't under my guidance... Lydia gave us a chance to REANSWER and Adam still didn't answer it properly... He described things he liked about the jury when it was supposed to be about WHY THEY LOST.

Adam and Zeke also have completely blown off Jim's question... which is A HUGE mistake in my opinion because he is probably the juror that is MOST up for grabs. Same with Brian.

Speaking of... Brian is nowhere to be found.

Joaquin was mad that we kissed his ass and was complimentary, but he asked for our honest opinions and at LEAST I bashed him a little for his horrendous game choices. I really would have a drink with that fucker... If he votes for me to win ;p

[Lucy]

I have talked a lot with Adam and Zeke these past few days and I really feel bad for all of the bashing I have done to them at Tribal Council.

I felt they both played way too safe, but I still was super close with both and will continue to be there friends afterwards.

Adam had some kind of family emergency today and I really hope everything is OK.

But I also hope that means he won't come back to answer the rest of his questions LOL. I think if he does not respond to what Gary said he will regret it.

If I am the only person that answers Jim and he doesn't vote for me to win... I would be offended. I will take him on a new fucking cruise... only his body won't ever be found. I'll chop him up and toss him into pieces all over the real Turks and Caicos.

[Lucy]

Jim seemed offended by my joke... WHY ARE THESE JURORS SUCH PUSSIES? They talk a big game, but my god they are so sensy

[Lucy]

[youtube]https://youtu.be/_11uQVI21mQ[/youtube]

There's a thousand ways to meet you now
There's a thousand ways to track you down

Whatever you said and done
There's a thousand days to make it count

There is nothing that can touch me now
You can't even break me down

Every time you think of some
It's all ready been did it and done

Can I be your best friend?
Can I make it to the end?
Can you give me some of what you went and gave them?

Come on walk with me
You ain't gotta shake it just be with me
You ain't gotta throw your hands in the air
'Cause tonight we ain't acting like we don't care

It's cool it takes two,  so I'm gonna still fuck with you
It's cool it takes two,  so I'm gonna still fuck with you

Almost there.

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I really hope Brian shows up and asks a question or at the very least votes for me. I will die if his lack of vote costs me a shot at the game.

Other then that... I am at peace with Final Tribal Council.

I was mad... and thought I could lose, but I guess what it all comes down too is Deep Down everyone knows I outplayed these two goobers and it's just a matter of if they can show me respect for it and vote for me.

I can't do anything more.

I mean, tomorrow is another LIVE TRIBAL ordeal, but I don't know how many people will show up for that excursion because it's not like anyone is really riveted by us being the Final Three.

[Lucy]

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