[Brian]

The most fucked up bit in all this though is that the reason Jim went after me was cuz after he posted about quitting, I told him that people will probably want to vote him out. Trying to do a bro a favor there. but Somehow he turned this into a personal attack against him or something. and scampered over to the very people who were saying his name. hilarious.

This made me infuriated because honestly, after all that fucking shit we went through he couldn't have quit during the rocks? Or just let me swap out for him by default because it was evident how mad I was? Like I honestly would not have been as mad if I was traditionally voted out in a twist that wasn't 110% luck.

yeah it was a shitty way for you to go. Lydia was devastated.Jim should have stepped up or told Jeff further in advance about this.

Push come to shove, Brian were you gonna stick with OG lucayan? I hadn't been able to talk to you in so long, I had to develop some doubts.

Obligatory conspiracy theory: I've considered this a few times, but I'll lose my shit if the vets have been faking this Ryan thing all along. That would be an epic play and I would vote for all of them to split the money.

Thank you, I wasn't sure if I was going crazy over this insanity. Plus being by myself for this weekend was just too much I think and now I'm boiling a bit over.

I was going to stick with Lucayan honestly because you all were the first alliance I had and I think perception wise, I wouldn't have won against vets. Plus also I trusted you all more but wanted the vets to think I trusted them, but really I wanted everyone to think I trusted them? But yes Lucayan was my core in my eyes because you all I knew would have my back when push came to shove.

[Brian]

The Hannah vote was shitty. I actually had everone lined up to vote Chrissy ONLY because she's a vet, but my favorite vet. But then Adam and Zeke chickened out so it was gonna be Jim. Then before tribal, I asked Hannah where she was going, and she said Chrissy. So I got spooked, figured they were gonna toss three votes onto me. So we all flipped to Hannah. I was ok with Hannah, because I had a feeling that Ryan wanted to keep her there so he could latch onto those three and have a nice block of 4 to go to war. but long term, Chrissy was just way too good to leave alone. Of all the vets, I hope she wins.

I'll be embarrassed if the final 4 or 5 are all vets.

I was with Joaquin for a while and he was far and away the best socially, so I'm rooting for him honestly. Drew and Ryan would be the best goats since I just think they're along for the ride and Ryan failed at establishing basic trust with anyone and doesn't deserve to win for that. Chrissy and Caryn would be fine, although I can't vote for Dale because he kept telling me how I was his number one ally and then if he hated me, I just find that to be fucking rude? Like seriously, lying is one thing but that's a new level. So disrespectful and quite frankly offensive.

I'm sorry I'm bitter but goddamn does this cast now infuriate me all of a fucking sudden. I guess that's what happens when you leave in a bullshit way and then the game becomes bullshit as a result?

I wish I had copies of what Dale said about you the other day. He was all but spitting on your grave. He despised you, like I can't emphasize that enough. Caryn too, but she held her tongue a little more.

I am shook. Also wtf Caryn? Seriously? Was it because of my gameplay or just personal? I am honestly just offended because if someone goes like that, no matter how bad you hated them, give it a fucking second to let them be robbed?

Also yes the Jim thing is primarily why I'm still angry and I am honestly not an angry person. Jim was a wacko while active and now does this? Also he had activity issues around the first swap and we had to boot Mari over him, which sucked because she was honestly so sweet and deserved better. Yeah this just makes me mad because you'd still be in the game Gary, and I'd probably still be here but at least fairly eliminated.

[Gary]

This made me infuriated because honestly, after all that fucking shit we went through he couldn't have quit during the rocks? Or just let me swap out for him by default because it was evident how mad I was? Like I honestly would not have been as mad if I was traditionally voted out in a twist that wasn't 110% luck.

yeah it was a shitty way for you to go. Lydia was devastated.Jim should have stepped up or told Jeff further in advance about this.

Push come to shove, Brian were you gonna stick with OG lucayan? I hadn't been able to talk to you in so long, I had to develop some doubts.

Obligatory conspiracy theory: I've considered this a few times, but I'll lose my shit if the vets have been faking this Ryan thing all along. That would be an epic play and I would vote for all of them to split the money.

Thank you, I wasn't sure if I was going crazy over this insanity. Plus being by myself for this weekend was just too much I think and now I'm boiling a bit over.

I was going to stick with Lucayan honestly because you all were the first alliance I had and I think perception wise, I wouldn't have won against vets. Plus also I trusted you all more but wanted the vets to think I trusted them, but really I wanted everyone to think I trusted them? But yes Lucayan was my core in my eyes because you all I knew would have my back when push came to shove.

I had faith in you. Danni and I weren't the same after the merge. IDK if it was me or her.

But the Vets misinformation campaigns are fucking KEY. SO many times I would hear my words twissted back to me after just one step. Anything that went through Chrissy was twisted and anything that came from Ryan through any vet was twisted. I think as a whole, the misinformation is what I struggle with. I assume people know whats best for their game, but they don't. Buncha fucknuts, I tellya

[Gary]

I was with Joaquin for a while and he was far and away the best socially, so I'm rooting for him honestly. Drew and Ryan would be the best goats since I just think they're along for the ride and Ryan failed at establishing basic trust with anyone and doesn't deserve to win for that. Chrissy and Caryn would be fine, although I can't vote for Dale because he kept telling me how I was his number one ally and then if he hated me, I just find that to be fucking rude? Like seriously, lying is one thing but that's a new level. So disrespectful and quite frankly offensive.

I'm sorry I'm bitter but goddamn does this cast now infuriate me all of a fucking sudden. I guess that's what happens when you leave in a bullshit way and then the game becomes bullshit as a result?

I wish I had copies of what Dale said about you the other day. He was all but spitting on your grave. He despised you, like I can't emphasize that enough. Caryn too, but she held her tongue a little more.

I am shook. Also wtf Caryn? Seriously? Was it because of my gameplay or just personal? I am honestly just offended because if someone goes like that, no matter how bad you hated them, give it a fucking second to let them be robbed?

Also yes the Jim thing is primarily why I'm still angry and I am honestly not an angry person. Jim was a wacko while active and now does this? Also he had activity issues around the first swap and we had to boot Mari over him, which sucked because she was honestly so sweet and deserved better. Yeah this just makes me mad because you'd still be in the game Gary, and I'd probably still be here but at least fairly eliminated.

Primarily gameplay, but Dale's hatred turned more toward personal IMO. He said you were the fakest fucker he's ever played with. I think that was referring to your socializing.

[Brian]

yeah it was a shitty way for you to go. Lydia was devastated.Jim should have stepped up or told Jeff further in advance about this.

Push come to shove, Brian were you gonna stick with OG lucayan? I hadn't been able to talk to you in so long, I had to develop some doubts.

Obligatory conspiracy theory: I've considered this a few times, but I'll lose my shit if the vets have been faking this Ryan thing all along. That would be an epic play and I would vote for all of them to split the money.

Thank you, I wasn't sure if I was going crazy over this insanity. Plus being by myself for this weekend was just too much I think and now I'm boiling a bit over.

I was going to stick with Lucayan honestly because you all were the first alliance I had and I think perception wise, I wouldn't have won against vets. Plus also I trusted you all more but wanted the vets to think I trusted them, but really I wanted everyone to think I trusted them? But yes Lucayan was my core in my eyes because you all I knew would have my back when push came to shove.

I had faith in you. Danni and I weren't the same after the merge. IDK if it was me or her.

But the Vets misinformation campaigns are fucking KEY. SO many times I would hear my words twissted back to me after just one step. Anything that went through Chrissy was twisted and anything that came from Ryan through any vet was twisted. I think as a whole, the misinformation is what I struggle with. I assume people know whats best for their game, but they don't. Buncha fucknuts, I tellya

Danni has honestly just blossomed and I think her/I were tight so she just definitely felt kinda fucked. But yeah the misinformation is just crazy, I can't even believe how well they're doing at this point.

[Brian]

Thank you for telling me all this btw, this has helped me get out a lot of anger and resentment from my boot. I'm headed to bed but we can chat more tomorrow morning?

[Gary]

yeah I'll check in on occasion. excited for tribal too.

[Gary]

While I was trying to sleep last night I realized that if Ryan had voted with me instead of against Dale, I would have won the initial vote (6-5) and Adam would be writing here. Ryan also could have tied the revote 6-6. I wonder who else flipped on the revote. Hopefully Danni.


My boot is just so goddamn poetic. I love it.

[Brian]

I was rooting for you but honestly it is a testament to how well you were doing in the game in my opinion. You’re a smart guy and clearly people felt like you could win.

I’m curious what would’ve happened if like Drew got rocked out or just any vet for that matter. This game would be very different in my opinion.

[Brian]

Also I am going to put this out now, I will probably get angry with a majority of this cast when they join us for some of this bullshit because in my opinion, they deserve to know my opinion and get heat from me lol.

[Gary]

Also I am going to put this out now, I will probably get angry with a majority of this cast when they join us for some of this bullshit because in my opinion, they deserve to know my opinion and get heat from me lol.

preeeeeach. There's a couple newbies I'm pretty stoked about seeing here soon.

Super excited to hear Adam tell me all the "lies" I told him. That dude fell hook line and sinker for their bullshit when they were the ones dropping his name to me. I was doing all I could to keep votes off him and Zeke. I spent more time protecting my allies than I did protecting myself.

[Brian]

I don’t want to see Danni/Lydia/Joaquin/Chrissy only because they seem to be the most respectful left. I didn’t really know Adam or Zeke super well so they will not get much of a reaction from me. Everyone else may or may not elicit rage. :)

[Gary]

Joaq could have had the decency to not lie to my face right before the vote. but otherwise I'm fine with him.

He asked where I was voting, so I said "well considering that all of you are voting for me, I have no choice but to vote Dale"

Like, obviously the jig is up. Tell me good luck and move on.

[Brian]

Ugh that’s so annoying. Unnecessary lies just irk me because they’re decent players but it makes me question their abilities a lot as a player and if they need to cover up other flaws.

[Gary]

So Jim has been officially renoved.

Are you gonana lay his body forth so we can... Pay our respects?

[Gary]

This is a great challenge to watch people quiver under the hand of their master.

[Gary]

Lol.

I'll go ahead and say welcome Ryan.

[Gary]

I had a blast with you Ryan sad you couldn't squirm outta this. These people are all trash.

Regardless of how much you played me or cost me, I appreciated the work we did on Taino, in particular. Sorry we couldn't make bigger things happen! You shoulda saved me last tribal though, asshole.

[Ryan]

Gary! I appreciate you being just about the only person that even remotely likes me lol. You were my number 1 and I don't think I ever lied to you.... oh except for one thing lol

[Gary]

Gary! I appreciate you being just about the only person that even remotely likes me lol. You were my number 1 and I don't think I ever lied to you.... oh except for one thing lol

The Dale leak?